Sadness

Not being able to keep my friends from being able to suffer at all for any reason. I told God when my mom passed away from cancer that I could handle it and that it was ok, but I only ask in return that none of my friends ever have to go through such an awful experience. He is not listening and it makes my soul cry. I never wanted any of my loved ones to go through that, unfortunately they are and I wish there was more I could do.